Father's Joy

Mungkin ini ya dinamain the joy of being a father. We went to the baby store, and your father was so excitedly pick up clothes for you. I just let him did whatever he wanted. He was drown in the moment of selecting tiny little shirts for you. And I kinda enjoyed it, .. so I just watched him from far. It was a nice and touching view. I love him ...

On The 6th

I'm so pregnant. I mean I'm getting the feeling of ordinary pregnant women. This hot weather ... reaaallly feels hot for me. I'm exhausted for no reason. My stomach so stretch out ... and I'll need to satisfy my hunger at 3:00 AM. Is it me or is it you, honey?

Sometimes I can't wait for you to come out, but I think again and this is the chance for me to really feel of being a mother .. correction, mother-to-be. Well, my days of freedom will soon be gone. Practically right now, we're still one .. but in three months, it will be two .. oops I mean three of us. Papa is part of us, that's for sure. You want to cling and stay close to him all the time. I definitely love him more than ever. Thanks to Dylan ... You love your father even before you were born. *smile*

I've heard some women hate their husbands during the pregnancy. That doesn't happen this time, it's the other way around. I can't sleep without him hugging me. I wake him up in the middle of the night to complain that my belly hurts, and ask him to rub it. It won't be over 2 min, but that'll be good enough.

And I'm so damn sensitive these last 2 days. If he doesn't kiss me before bed, I'll be upset. I end up crying ... and before it dries, I'm thinking for some other reasons to flow the tears down. Pretty weird? HORMONES I guess .. Just like PMS. I was always sensitive on PMS ... and now being pregnant might affect my moodiness as well. I stayed awake till morning, .. and every little things that I saw or thought would make me cry. Then I'd feel better ... Oh boy ...

Gendut

Dylan tambah gendut.
Mama perutnya gatel sekarang nih.
Udah gitu kalo jalan rasanya metenteng banget.
Terus Dylan nendangnya ya ampuuuuunnn.
Hebooohhh

Tendangan Kiri

Hmmm ... ada hubungan apakah antara gravitasi miring ke kiri dengan Dylan? Kamu tuh aneh nak .. kalo mama tidur miring ke kiri kok langsung melancarkan tendangan heboh ke sana kemari.

Yang aku nggak habis pikir, kenapa kok pas miring ke kiri aja. Kalo lay down kamu nggak gitu, miring ke kanan juga nggak gitu. Aku jadi bertanya-tanya apakah sisi kiri itu lebih menjadi pilihanmu untuk mlungker? Makanya kamu ngamuk kalo ditindihin ya? huehehe ... ini cuman hipotesis mama aja. Habis nendangnya juga nggak kira2 ... sampe berasa sakit loh. Mungkin sekarang Dylan sudah tambah besar ya? Jadi lebih kuat ... asal jangan sok jagoan aja kowe yah .. tapi juga aku pasti nyerah kok sama kamu.

Sudah 6 bulan, tinggal 3 bulan lagi Dylan lahir. Mama kadang nggak sabar ngeliat tubuh Dylan. Kemaren mama liat newborn di Discovery Health, tubuhnya kecil, merah, sehat ... aduh nak, kok aku jadi meneteskan airmata. Habis aku bayangin itu kamu ... kupeluk di dadaku. Well, meanwhile .. kayaknya mama harus pasrah ditendang-tendang sama Dylan.
Nggak papa sih .. kadang malah aku sengaja .. pengen nggodain kamu, hehehe ..

Cemburu

Dylan, papa cemburu waktu liat website kamu ... katanya, "Saya ada nggak? .. mana mana ...". sambil matanya melotot2. hehehe ... Lha wong papamu itu paling nggak mau megang komputer padahal. Tapi nanti mungkin kita tulis tentang papa ya, biar dia nggak cemburu lagi. Atau kalo mama lagi niat2 banget, kita bikinin website aja.

Papa sayaaaannnng banget sama Dylan, biarpun kadang gayanya sok cool, tapi papa suka elus2 Dylan kalo mama lagi bobok. Habis pulang kerja juga Dylan diciumin, .. kalo mama lupa minum vitamin, diomel-omelin.
Kalo udah gitu Dylan seneeeeng sekali. Haus kasih sayang papa .. huahaha ..
Kadang mama mikir, nanti Dylan kayak siapa yah ... mukanya, sifatnya ... Kalo pendiem kayak papa, kalo rame kaya mama .. Terus mukanya kayak siapa? Gimana yah ngebayangin muka Padang-Jawa-Chinese-Sunda? ruwet .. Hi hi hi ...

Kadang mama mikir, kamu sekarang lagi ngerasa apa to nak?
Apakah kalo aku bobok, kamu juga ikut bobok?
Apakah kalo aku sedih atau gembira, kamu juga ikut merasakan?

Dylan, kamu kayak alien deh ... di perutku mbok sundul sundul gitu ..
Huehehe ... tapi jangan muncul2 kayak alien ya ... amit amit jabang bayi.
Mama berdoa supaya Dylan jadi anak pinter, cakep yang cool, nggak norak, baik hati, sayang orang tua ..
Typical banget permintaan ibu-ibu ...
Kalo papa maunya Dylan jadi penyayi Rock and Roll ... mboh ah.
Sing penting kowe bahagia, nak.