Susah banget tidur akhir2 ini ... mungkin karena udah gendut banget kali ... I can only sleep on the side. Got sleep only 3 hours per night, but then I feel drained and sleepy again later on. I'm so close to delivery time.
Today I went to the clinic again with MOM! Wow, boy that I'm happy she's here with me ... Doctor had me pelvic exam. She said I'm dilating 1 cm, need to walk more so the baby's head drop more .. It wasn't a pleasant sensation to have her examine underneath, and I couldn't help but thinking how more painful it would be to have a little baby goes through my canal. The exam wasn't that painful though and I had mom holding my hand anyway .. hehe.
Doctor said Dylan is on the perfect weight, not too small as I was afraid before. She said extra weight will give me a hard time to deliver the baby. So I am happy, just to hear that. That made my day .. I want my child to be perfectly okay. Nothing more that a mother could ask for.
I have to finish packing my bag since anytime in this week I might be in labor. Grab and go will be nice .. I could use my time in Queens Mall to find what I need plus to get the baby drops further.
I'm sleepy all the time .. my crotch hurts ... hmm, .. soon I'll be over it.
I am longing to see your face, child ..
Love, mom and dad.
