8.31.2003

Father's Joy

Mungkin ini ya dinamain the joy of being a father. We went to the baby store, and your father was so excitedly pick up clothes for you. I just let him did whatever he wanted. He was drown in the moment of selecting tiny little shirts for you. And I kinda enjoyed it, .. so I just watched him from far. It was a nice and touching view. I love him ...

8.25.2003

On The 6th

I'm so pregnant. I mean I'm getting the feeling of ordinary pregnant women. This hot weather ... reaaallly feels hot for me. I'm exhausted for no reason. My stomach so stretch out ... and I'll need to satisfy my hunger at 3:00 AM. Is it me or is it you, honey?

Sometimes I can't wait for you to come out, but I think again and this is the chance for me to really feel of being a mother .. correction, mother-to-be. Well, my days of freedom will soon be gone. Practically right now, we're still one .. but in three months, it will be two .. oops I mean three of us. Papa is part of us, that's for sure. You want to cling and stay close to him all the time. I definitely love him more than ever. Thanks to Dylan ... You love your father even before you were born. *smile*

I've heard some women hate their husbands during the pregnancy. That doesn't happen this time, it's the other way around. I can't sleep without him hugging me. I wake him up in the middle of the night to complain that my belly hurts, and ask him to rub it. It won't be over 2 min, but that'll be good enough.

And I'm so damn sensitive these last 2 days. If he doesn't kiss me before bed, I'll be upset. I end up crying ... and before it dries, I'm thinking for some other reasons to flow the tears down. Pretty weird? HORMONES I guess .. Just like PMS. I was always sensitive on PMS ... and now being pregnant might affect my moodiness as well. I stayed awake till morning, .. and every little things that I saw or thought would make me cry. Then I'd feel better ... Oh boy ...

8.21.2003

Gendut

Dylan tambah gendut.
Mama perutnya gatel sekarang nih.
Udah gitu kalo jalan rasanya metenteng banget.
Terus Dylan nendangnya ya ampuuuuunnn.
Hebooohhh